The whole weekend turned into a train wreck. Unfortunate event after unfortunate event happened, and I just about shrugged my shoulders– daring any feeling to surface–because I just KNEW these events would happen this way. I believed the worst because this is what I told myself to expect. And because I believed the lie, I …
“Haaaaaappy biiiiirthdaaay to youuuuuuuuu,” we finished singing to my son on his BIG one-year birthday. I looked at all the smiling faces of our family wishing my son a happy birthday from a computer screen. My son’s first birthday was “celebrated,” but not in the way that I had hoped or imagined. Baby Boy’s one-year …
High up on the mountain, I look out into the big, vast expanse. It’s a long way down from here. Fear startles me out of my peaceful thanksgiving. My eyes open wide as I wonder how I even got this high. I’m afraid of being this high, remember? I can’t be up here by myself. …
This is your life. With all the ups, downs, and in-betweens. And it was always meant to be your life. But with every season in your life comes different feelings. And as I’ve said before if I let my downhearted feelings take the steering wheel, my life becomes a chaotic car chase where I crash …
